please forgive me,
for I have heavily sinned against God.
I was on a St. Andrews Cross last night.
I was tied up and beaten.
And I enjoyed it.
Oh, Mother Mary
Please hear my prayer.
For my perversions burn deep within me.
Canes struck my backside, and whips kissed my nipples.
Wax trickled down into places it shouldn’t.
The knife tip dug it all out.
Please forgive me for my dark night of pleasure.
Forgive my desire for more pain.
Teach me to be good and normal.
Then I could be god-like …like you.